Yesterday was such a yucky day. I meant to post this yesterday, but after I did the layout and the about me page, etc., I was just tired.
First, Xander still wasn't feeling well. I wasn't feeling well. The two of us pretty much camped out on the couch most the day, in and out of sleep. Jamey spent most of the day on the computer (I felt really guilty about that, but you do what you gotta do when you're home alone and not feeling great with kids.) Xander nursed off and on all fucking day. And then last night he just did not want to be laid down. He had to be held. It was sooo frustrating for me. I was feeling really stressed because of all the above, plus my house really needed some work. Laundry, dishes, sweeping, stuff I can't do with a 23 month old attached to my boob. I just can't! It wasn't too hard to do minor stuff when he was a newborn, but he's too heavy now. I ended up calling Thomas and venting at him (I got set off b/c he took the last Mountain Dews with him back to CQ duty. Normally this is no big deal, I can go without, but.. I was cranky and I had no Dew to drown my sorrows in lol. Some people drink beer, I drink Dew.) Poor guy. I felt bad about it later, and told him so, but I think he understood.
Today wasn't too bad. I did some laundry, picked up around the house. Especially the boys room. That was the biggie. First, we put the bunk beds back together. The room is just too small to really have them seperated the way they were. Now they have room to play in their room. We just have to keep the ladder down so that Xander can't climb up and get hurt.
I also watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind today. That was.. interesting. I don't know what I was expecting from the previews, but it was different from how I thought it would be. I was pleasently surprised to see that Elijah Wood was in it. Funny to see Kate Winslet tell him to fuck off and leave her alone, him pleading that he loved her. :giggle: If only that were me!.
written by indy1212
October 11, 2004 at 10:14 p.m.