Twenty three days and counting until we move. EEK! It's so close, yet at the same time, so far away. I'm nervous. So nervous about moving again. When I left my dad's house in Georgia, I cried. I started to bawl, really. I don't know if I will cry leaving here, I mean - I have some really good friends here, but at the same time, I can't wait to leave. On the other hand, I wouldn't mind staying here forever. I mean, it's just like Douglas pretty much (except there are two Wal-Marts and more restaraunts).
Mostly I'm scared of the new place. It'll mean getting to know a new area, getting to know new people - getting Jamey into a new school. I worry if he will make new friends. I'm sure he will, but still, I worry.
I feel so bad. Yesterday, Xander kept crawling on the table. I'd help him down, and tell him no. Again, and again, he'd do it. Well the last time I got him down, I accidently made him hit the chair (I was sitting in an akward position and his face and the chair just collided.) I felt horrible. I can't say how horrible I felt. I felt even more horrible when I saw that it pushed his tooth out a little :( It isn't loose, it's just... pushed out. Bad, bad, stupid mommy :( It bled for about two minutes, but didn't seem to bother him anymore after that. I keep trying to look, but he doesn't like that. I still feel bad about it though.
Tomorrow I will be six weeks pregnant. This pregnancy is creeping by, really. I'm thinking about going to the clinic tomorrow, just to get a pregnancy test. It's not that I doubt that I'm pregnant, it's that getting it on file, and getting a note before we leave might mean we can get a four bedroom house instead of a three bedroom house on post. Woohoo!
Thomas is thinking about buying a car before we leave. See, I put all our information on an online tax return thing, just didn't submit it. We should get back around $7000 (because of the re-enlistment bonus) we're figuring if we take $5000 of that we can buy a decent used van. I've done some searching online, and we could possibly get a 1998-1999 for that price. We're waiting to hear if his leave got straightened out before we decide if we'll buy before we leave or after we leave. (Because if his leave didn't get straightened out, we can't leave until around midnight on the 22nd. Sigh.)
The inspection was today. Thomas said it went fine. There are a few things we have to do before leaving, but nothing major. And it doesn't sound like they are going to charge us for anything that got broken (the things outside.. the sewer cap thingies.. plastic ones.. they got..uhhh...ran over by the lawn mower. Yeah.)
Tomorrow I need to call the phone and cable company, set them up to be shut off. Wheee moving is SO MUCH FUN!
written by indy1212
December 29, 2004 at 9:01 p.m.